Hey Yo!! Haha...Im reallly feckin bored..like id sit in a bath full of snakes to stop my boredom bored!!! Holidays are shit..But i'd die without them =) Grr, Josh is being a complete CUNT, he blocked me twice today yus i know TWICE! Cheeky Moo!! I went to see ma baybeeees today =)..Mels friend kewl...~*SuzieLoon*~ Shes crazy...From Liverpool..So I'm gonna go out drinkin with them in Liverpool some time soon =) Alyssa's gettin HUGE..shes a fat little lump!! aaaand shes almost crawlin'..not yet but she pulls and pushes herself along the floor using her fingers and toes..Hehe! Joshua was a little shit...Which is strange, I actually got fed up with him today! Crazyness!! Aww He said.."Are you stayin at my house tonight...you can stay in mummy's bed 'cos daddy doesnt live here anymore" Bless..Hes so bright =) Hmm something i found rather strange today...When me and Chris were leaving Mel gave him a kiss..Is this normal for a couple that just split up? Especially when she has another fella on the go (Hes a secret and i know about him =) ) Meh i spose its very normal int it lol...Chris is kewl too..he made me giggle on the way home, hes such a dude! Ohhh my god..I fell in love with a dress today..Its feckin B.E.A.YOOTIFULL...Its like black...and ties round the neck and its got meshy stuffs underneath it and it sticks out at the sides and has pink flowers and oh my god its mine...its mine tomorrow! Hahaha I went blind yesterday!! Right this stupid fuckin eye make up company have made an Eye LID liner and called it Eye Liner...How fucking stupid is that...So yus me being a fool put it on the inside of my eye..And when i looked in the mirror my whole eye ball was BLACK...I shit myself..The ink had ran and covered my eye ball..Yes Urggh..But even more Urggh..I coughed up the ink this mornin' Bleh i dont even wanna think about it! Ive had a fookin headache ever since though =( Aww no last night Tom came online really late (For him) And he was all upset and shit..said he couldnt stop thinking about this girl and it was really getting to him..Bless he doesnt know the half of it! So i told him ive me a minute and well have a nice long chat! But i took ages and when i came back hed gone and i felt really guilty! But hes ok now =) So so am I! I'm determined to keep this diary...the two i fucked up..Although im glad i fucked the first one up..cos it was shit and depressin! I wonder if anyone actually reads a whole entry of mine! I Bought a pregnancy test today..Im not gonna do it now though, I'm Gonna do it tomorrow night! Ouuuch the laptops burning my leg! OUchy Ouchy Ouchy! Omg..Whos read ChadWrites' Diary? That is sooo amazing! I Love it!! Hes soo talented!! My names lame...ZoeJay...I couldnt think of a decent one so i thought..hmm my name? Ok!! George Bush pisses me OFF!!!!! ***Things I've Thought About Today*** ~* Chris Has Amazing Skin *~ ~* I Really Fuckin Hate Erin And Hayley *~ ~* Alicia Keys ~ If I Aint Got You *~ ~*** Thinkin 'bout The Times We Shared Makes Me Wonder If You Even Cared....I've Been Sittin Here By The Phone, Give Anything To Hear Your Tone ***~ ~*Ryans A Cock *~ ~*I Have A Boring Life *~ ~*I'm Gonna Get Real Fat Soon *~ ~*I'm Too Sensitive *~ ~*Alyssa Doesnt Look Anything Like Joshua OR Chris..Is She Chris's Baby?? *~ ~* I Get Mithered Off Two People At Least Once Again *~ ~* I Have No Clothes *~ ~* I Hate My Hair *~ ~* *GIGGLE* *~ ~*Clare Looks Prettier On Photos Than In Life *~ ~* RACH *~ ~* Maybe Josh Is Gay And In-Love With Josh J *~ ~* I Want A Baby ~* ~* I Should Really Dye My Hair Black *~ ~* Melanie Really Mustn't Give A Shit About What She Looks Like Going Out With Her Hair Looking Like That *~ ~*** You Broke My Mothers Heart You Broke Your Children For Life ***~ ~* *SuzieLoon*'s Kewl *~ ~* I Wonder What's Wrong With Tony's Leg..He Looks Like Forest Gump With That Brace On It *~ ~* I Have Too Much Time On My Hands *~ Hey dyall wanna know my likes and dislikes? Tough...Im gonna tell you anyway hahaha Ohh Torturous Bitch i am i am, Torturous Bitch I am!! K so yeah.. Likes/Loves ~SOPHIE ~Photos ~Glitter ~Pinkieness ~Sleep..In the morning ~SitDiary =) ~My Uniqueness,My Individuality ~Afflecks Palace ~Smooch/Select/Quiz ~My Mum ~Joshua ~Alyssa ~Mel ~Clare ~Stef ~Shell ~Rach ~Karl ~Neighbours From Hell ~Armageddon ~Amy Lee *Drewl* ~Dresses ~Lip Gloss ~Shoes ~Shopping ~Chocolate ~Hmm Food In General ~Pjmaaaarrmas ~Singing ~Sex ~Matt Damon ~VODKA ~Cigs ~Clubs ~Babies I GUESS I SHOULD STOP HERE 'COS I'D GO ON FOREVER!!! Dislikes ~The Dark ~Emotions ~Arguments ~Prawns ~Sugar Paper ~Ryan ~Escalators ~Bridges ~Headaches ~TOOTHACHE ~Hangovers ~The Welsh ~Murder ~Bitchyness ~Ignorance ~Arogance ~Being Skint AND I CANT BE ARSED ANYMORE..IVE FOUND BETTER THINGS TO DO HEHE!! Reet ma dears...am gon get! Speak soon! *Mwah* ~Zoe XxXxX