Arrrrgh mind fuck... im so terribly confused today. Hmm, Last sunday, went to the pride, and got *Hammered* Oh yes with a capital H ! Not funny though, was falling asleep everywhere and getting lost and thinking i was dying... Not Good, Luckly Chris found me and took me home... god knows how he managed it, but we did... and i had the worst hangover ever on the monday, so we spent the day in bed, me and sye that is... not me and chris.. Errrrm... Ugh, i forgot to transfer the money into my mums account... so now its all arseupwards and i dont know what i have to give her... bleh bleh bleh.. Paul the horrible beast hasnt paid me any rent AGAIN and im as skint as can be... i hate him !!! He's soooo going once he catches up with his payments. BORED BORED BORED. Nothing to do, i hate it when sye works weekends, See if i had money i could go and get drunk... but i dont have any, so i cant... my life is shit, i want my mother back!!! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH. I ate cereal this morning... then wanted more.. but i didnt eat more, cause i felt sick and full... but i still wanted it, Why is that??... Thats alllways the way i am.. Too fucking greedy for my own good, Nothing is ever enough, no matter how bad it makes me feel.. i always want more... and more.. and more... maybe one day it will kill me.