Heyaaaa..Grr it's a shitty bank holiday and theres nothin' to do except stay in bed and sleep...I WANT TO GO SHOPPING. Clare was supposed to phone me this mornin' and we were supposed to be going shopping for shoes and my summer clothes..I hate none =(..But when she phoned i was asleep and she didnt ring back Grrr! Shes already been and now my mums having one of her "Episodes" and wont take me. I need my mum with me when i shop for a full season, i need the cash! K so it's the funeral on Thursday..which is also my mums birthday, i guess she's pretty pissed about that but theres not much she can do! I'm thinkin' that all this is bringin shit back to her..Two people of the same family die of the same sick illness in the space of five months..Its shit! I'm not sure whether i should go to the funeral...Carl is gonna be there and after not seeing him for almost a year, im thinkin' it's not the right place to see him again. But maybe it'll be ok, i'll have to think about it! Or if i phone him before thursday, that might make things better. It's like half two and im still in my pjamas. LAZY!! I'm soo tired, i'm actuallt feelin' ill from it. I need food but soo can't be arsed movin', this is the point where i'd normally shout my mum and have her make me food, but lookin' at the state she's in..I think i'll pass for today! [ RaNdOmNeSs ] *~*You Touch me and i shiver, It's a feeling i never wanted again, and now it's here although im afraid...Im lovin it!*~* ~*~ Ctrl + I = Im for aol =P *~ *~* If she was truly losin her mind..she wouldnt regognise it herself *~* ~*~ Him and Her, Her and Him, Her and Him, Him and Her, Me and Me, Her and Him ~*~ *~* He wasn't in love..Good OR Bad? *~* ~*~ What do i say to make her understand?, I love you just wont do, why is she that type of person i dont like? Yet long to be close to..once again! ~*~ [ I aM lAmE ] Yus yus very very lame. Ohh get me i have my own website yus i do...kewly, www.freewebs.com/zoejay - I'll figure out how to make this a link and add it later! =P [ LaMe AsS sInGiN lEsSoNs ] I'm starting to hate them...Hate hate hate, It's like..*What are we going to do, where are we going to go, who are we going to see* Make a better warm up fucker, it's gettin depressin, wtf anyways, wat are we going to do..who the hell thought of that?!!!? WE'RE GOING TO SING, WE'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE BECAUSE WE'RE STUCK IN THIS SHITHOLE OF A CUPBOARD FOR A SINGING LESSON AND YOU'RE NOT GETTING US ANY AUITIONS, WE'RE NOT GOING TO SEE ANYONE..BECAUSE YOU ARE A FUCKER AND WE HATE YOU! He's such an ass..Posh snobby fucker with a pronunciation problem...you do not pronounce I Aaaa..You just dont. We're not posh kids...we're lame ass going nowhere manks so deal with it!! But it's ok...cause i have a secret..with sophie and it's kewl...REBELS!!! I wonder what that was for anyways Hmmmm...Fuck It, i dont care, he doesnt need it, he has enough of it..It belonged to us anyways..In a way! =P UNDONE VOCALS...I DONT HATE YOU, IM SORY I SAID IT HEHE, I DIDNT MEAN IT, THIS IS MY NEW DIARY AND I TRIED TO COMMENT ON YOURS AND I COU;DNT CAUSE YOU'VE CHANGED IT..SO NO I DONT HATE YOU! =P Reheeeto..I'm gonna go get a bath..or food..or a smoke, whatever! Bubyenesss Luv Yall, *Mwah* ~Zoe xxxx