When I Think Of What I Done, All The Pain That I Brought, Baby You Should Have Walked Out On Me Sooner, And When I Turned Away From You, Whenever There Was Hard Times, How Could You Still Be With Me? And It Was No Mistake When I Hurt You That Day, And When I Was Somebody New, But Still You Forgave Me Like It Was So Easy, I Should Have Been Better To You, Baby It Breaks My Heart To Think That Loving Me Wasn't Easy To Do, And I Didn't Mean To Make It Hard, Sorry For All The Changes I Put You Through, And It's Hard To Believe After Everything, That You Still Want To Know Me, I Wouldn't HAve Changed You For This Whole World, I Was Thankful Just Being Your Girl, I Never Gave You My Heart, Cause I Never Thought You Deserved Any Of Me, I Never Told You How I Felt When Deep Inside I Knew That You Were Really What I Needed, And I Always Gave You Up, When I Thought Something Better Would Come Along, And Right When I Came Back, You Waited For Me And You Welcomed Me Home. I'll Make It Up To You, Cause I Was So Cruel, You GAve Me Your Love Inspite Of Everything, I Didn't Deserve You, It Took Me A While To See, That We Were Meant For One Another. [ ThankYou For Loving Me! ] ----------------------------------------------- Right so, Shit's happend, Like Real shit this time. My Dad Turned up at my house on Tuesday Night, He watched my mum leave the house and then called me, Asking me to go outside and talk to him. Six Years and he still remembers my phone number. He said It's been too long now and he wants me to go to his wedding, Which is Next Saturday. Wow I really can't believe it, I'm still waiting to wake up. I've wanted this fr soo long, Everyday i've dreampt about it, And now it's here and I'm soo happy. I Have everything I could ever ask for now, A fuckin' Beautiful Boyfriend who i love with everything i've got, An amazing Mother, I Have my sister Back with me, Who i've missed soo much since she moved out. A great Brother and sister-in law, And now my Daddy Back =) I don't think i've been this happy in forever. Wow I guess i am waiting for it to fall apart though, There's just that thought in my mind, That everything could back fire and i'll lose it all. But for the meantime I guess i should live for what i've got. I'm so greatfull for it all. Update more later Laters xx [01:12:58] ian: its so good all this babes i cant believe its happening really. (L) (F) [01:13:04] Zoe: I cant!! I Actually Realised I'm A Freak Through Speaking To My Dad! Lol..Look.. [01:52:27] ian: do you remember what you used to call your doll and why you named her ? [01:52:30] ian: lol [01:52:36] Zoe: Cassie? [01:52:52] ian: you still remember ? [01:53:03] ian: god like me good memory. [01:53:28] ian: do you remember why you called her that ? [01:54:07] ian: you used to say that was your daughters name when you were big [01:54:48] ian: remind me when i see you and ill tell you the story it was so wierd [01:55:09] Zoe: I know it, lol, When i was big and i went to work... [01:56:59] ian: yeah and when your mums grandad died we stood in the church and you turned to me and says grandads a baby again now and i said to you is that what you think and your reply was ... well thats what happened to me.......lol......i shit myself hahahahahahah. [01:57:49] ian: you must have only been 18 months to 2 yrs old. Haha Freaky Me.