Right I'm here finally, I fucked my other diary up 'cos i got too greedy and added too much stuff hehe. Neways..I've not properly updated in aaages, so i guess i'll do it all now! Me and Josh have been arguing loads, over stupid pety things, I think its partly because im so pissed off at him on getting pissy with me if i was ever to start seeing Josh J..not that i am.Or that i ever was..just that if i ever was to he'd have a problem with it...Or Maybe its just me being pissy! I think im getting over Ryan...When i look at pictures of us i feel sick, he makes me sick.I Hate him..Ok so i dont hate him yet but one day i will..and i can see that day coming soon!!! Haha I'm watching Sliding Doors and the more i watch..the more i hate men! Grr Evil,Sly,Crafty arseholes. Things with me and Rach havent really been going too well..I wont say too much, thats for her to tell, But weve kinda been arguing alot, again about shitty things, i think it must be me. Im just being bitchy with everyone! Im gonna have to tone it down, definately gonna have to tone it down. Me and my mum on the other hand..weve bin having a giggle, she doesnt take me as seriously anymore so when i stress at her she laughs then i laugh its kewl! I Love Her!!!!! Hmmm So what've i been doing?..?..? Not alot, I got extremely pissed on Saturday night and kissed Josh J..I dont remember doing it but i know i did.cos he told me lol. Grr i really should stop drinking if im not going to remember the night! I'm going seeing Joshua and Alyssa Tomorrow =) And melly of courseee! Bless Them!! Reet My Honeys...I should go..My mums waking me up early in the morning..Grr her! Shes doing it for "My Benefit" Hmm ok mother! Hehe Shes cute! She wants me to be up in time to do my hair and make up and be ready to leave when she wants to! I hate sleep at the night..well i dont hate it...i just cant do it, But i lurrrve It in the morning =) Nanite Love and Kisses.. ~Zoe xxxxx