Hey, Woo not wrote in this thing for a while. There's lotsa minor things that've happend 'n' shit, Nothing special. I think I've fell too far for Sye, I love him, Love him so much it hurts sometimes, He doesn't love me and I'm struggling to cope with it, Not that it matters cos he's with me, and he's always here, I always get to see him, But it's just not the same, I want to be loved, I want him to be with me and Love me. I guess I'm asking too much from him, Aww god i dont know. He used to tell me he loved me but i knew he didnt mean it so i confronted him, and he said he didnt know, Then said aload of stuff that i didnt understand, Like If it's just there and it's not meant to be anything then he does, But if he's supposed to know what it is and shit then he doesn't. That didnt mean a thing to me cos i didnt understand it. He asked me how i know i love him and i wouldnt answer, I shouldnt have to prove my love right!? I know i love him though, SO many things prove it, I could sit and watch him all day without wanting to look away, I want to be with him everyday for the rest of my life, I want to be with him through everything, everthing i do i want him to be a part of it,I would give anything if there was a definate chance of us being together forever. Now i think this is love infact certain, But Could it just be me thinking i do? Maybe it's just me and my 15 year oldness. I was split up with Ryan for eight months and I still wasnt over him, I loved him more than anything, and would give the world to get back with him, It was definate love with Ryan but now I'm with Sye i've realised that there's much more to being with someone than there was with Ryan, Now i dont wanna be with Ryan I want Sye! Grrr my head is soo fucked. ~* I'll Believe All Your Lies Just Pretend That You Love Me, Make Believe Close Your Eyes, I'll Be Anything For You *~