Heyyyy...So it was the funeral today, it went well considering...well considering it was a funeral, it was a burial though and i aint ever been to one before..but it was ok. My mum done really well..everyone was sayin' how brave she was bless. Carl wasnt there, which is a good thing i guess, His sister was givin me the usual "Why did you fuck my brother off" Shit again. Stupid blonde fuckin ho with a gombie boyfriend that thinks he's a fuckin gangster..Bitch! But thats Blackley for ya aint it!! Not much to say reaallly. I'm sat in my room...drinkin vodka alone =( Waitin for sye...Im goin town in a minute though lol..but thats not the point..im alone now and thats that! I'm gon go drink vodka on urbis with Scott....how sad am i?!? Yus very! Anything to stop the boredom though. It's my mums birthday today =) Bless her...she gettin' old hehe. Eww get my mum lol...When we was leavin the George, Andy said..Can we stop meetin' at funerals please it's gettin depressin..I'll have to take you out sometime!...I told my mum in the car and she was like..Erm..No Zoe Stay away from him hs split up with his girlfriend hasnt he..hes on the hunt for another!!.. She's a rem, she thinks jus cos hes sayin he'll take me out he wants to get into me...Shes so narrow minded at times. Or maybe im bein Neive..I dont think so though. He's like, Posh n rich n shit, i'm sure he'd find someone his own age easily enough without having to resort to teenagers, haha like i'd have him anyway. He's always flirtin n shit at party's the loon..He's kewl though...but hes just not for me lol..PLus i have the beautiful Sye..Yes i do. SO no no andy no no! Thats about it really...I've started missin' Sye when i dont see him, which can't be good. But meh, deal with it Zoe. [Im SoRrY i'M nOt PeRfEcT] I wanna be perfect, I'd give anything to be perfect, I wanna be someone everyone looks up to. I want to be beautiful, I want to be loved, I want to be Special to someone, I want to be idolised, I want to give you butterflies, I want your eyes to mist when you see me, I want to give emotion, I want to give happiness, I want to bring smiles and laughter, I want to be someone else..Someone perfect, Perfect for you, Perfect for her, Pefect for him,Perfect for me... I want to be perfect!