Woah... It's been a long time. Not really gonna make an entry, Just wanna catch up. But, there's not alot to catch up on. I'm stuck in this craving of impossibilities, I'm never gonna get those things i want... not this way, or any other way. I want it so badly... so much more than ive ever wanted anything... and they're the two things, i'm probably never going to get. I hate this life.