Why?

Why is that every time I find out about a new couple, even when it's a couple who I've been predicting would get together for a while, get together or start getting to get together I feel a little sad? I'm usually not even interested in the guy in the couple. Although the one time that I was interested in a guy who I think got in a relationship with this one girl it sunk me into a deep depression. It just doesn't make any sense. I have other interests in my life. I do not need a guy. Am I envious? Covetous? I'm happy for them really. Although when you compare the definitions of envy and jealousy it looks like I may be envious but not jealous. The difference is that with jealousy you think that the other person doesn't desearve what they and that someone else (often yourself) should have it- please note that this does include intangible. Enbvy is that you merely want what the other person has Envy Definition with comparison to jealousy. I feel better now. I need to get to sleep pronto because I have a lot to do tomorrow. ~Amyelk
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well all of the kanji have hirigana next to them...I can begin to read some of it but ..well it's the simultaneous understanding bit that gets me every time! luckily there are several internet sites that have translations and stuff.