i can talk but no one listens. i can scream and no one will hear. i can be dangling off a cliffe and no one will see..... i gusse i am in one of my "moods." not so joyous, yet not quite ready to committ suicide. my friend, matt, i belive is doing better. i haven't heard him do anything comprimising. mabe he talked to someone about his disorder.. i am still worried about it though. i might move and i don't want to do that cuz i just got used to where i am now. this sucks ass!! but ya gotta take what life throws ur way......