Listening to: alicia keys - fallin
Feeling: hurt
i did it. i hurt myself this time around... matters of the heart and matters of the brain.. i wonder whats the diffrence? they just agonize and rip, tearing every shred of what you thought you had away untill u lay there nothing but a confsed bloody pulp and no direction to go. i made my choice, listen to what my heart screamed, but mabe that choice was the wrong one. i'll never be happy without you, but sometimes i think im worse off with you...... i want to let myself just be free around you but it can never be so. i knew you were going to hurt me and congrats you did. mabe you should get a medal. or a trophey. but wait, arent i that trophey u so despritaly yern... i dont know all the answers and i never will..... but mabe this is all for the better, if i just let you go.
lets fall into something fake agin
and lets pretend that were ok agin
and lets pretend that i don exzist
and lets just say
that you are already gone agin.....
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