you let me down too much. i really dont know what to do with you anymore. i have pple not even in this fucking state that would rush to my side and you wont even walk down 10 houses to see me. you love? mabe? i really cant do this anymore. you think i can just wait around forever? yeah right!?! i tried to wait. and i have. just waited and waited and waited. but not even time is enough for you. you make me crazy.. mabe u really are what is wrong with me or mabe its just that i love you too much. or mabe it's that i've been too hurt by you for too long and i dont love you anymore. its hard to think i may have wasted all this time on you, and still have not really gained anything..the good memories are just that..memories.