ok, so i am never sharing agin!! i shared my drink with A friend and now he's sick, and i am getting sick too!! soooooooo now that that is all out... i haven't talked to mat in a long time. call me crazy but i don't really miss him. some one who suposidaly loves this boy( mabe a little dramatic) but the point is that i don't miss him. he got a job and moved on with his life and i don't care. when i talk to him i still get alittle weird, but i just really don't care what he thinks of me. this is bad. i think there is something wrong with me or something. i mean who says they love someone then the next day, not care if that person never calls you agin. how could i feel so strong and yet nothing at all? i don't know anymore.