Bleh

Quit dancing, had a fight with Kevin about it, parted badly, he thinks I still want to come to competitions despite the fact that I won't be at classes. That's where he is wrong. We didn't want to go, but typically, we ran into Jenny and she made us go. Well. I'm never going again. Gah. I'm so sick of it all. Feels great to have quit really, now all I have to do is get rid of my job. I'm going to take a sickie on Sunday. Woo. Go me. Homework due in 4 days. Haven't started... Won't start until Monday. Nadine's 18th tomorrow night. I don't want to go anymore, because I have nothing to wear. I'm not sure how I feel about Nikki finding me on myspace. At first it was great, because gosh, I haven't even spoken to her in 5 years, but we weren't even -that- close in the first place (okay, a little bit) and plus: at her new school, she is the 2006 Arts Captain. Steph of course pointed this out to me, as she found it funny to think that if she had stayed at Avila, she may have been -another- person for me to complain about. So, I'm kind of numb. I hate myspace, everyone expects a comment back. Well, screw her, so what if she is Arts Captain... I'm a leader too, even if it isn't Art Captain. Plus, at least I don't get laughed at during assemblies. Gah, I'm jealous, green with envy, so why can't I just admit it to myself and move on? I gloated about being favoured some more, this time to Babs. Haha. Mean, but made me feel good. I'm so petty.
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