Blergh note to self: either learn how to sit and do nothing or NEVER TAKE A DAY OFF AGAIN. I can't do it! It's as simple as that. I don't know how Nicole or Kira or Barbara or even my younger self did it; I cannot sit at home and do nothing. It is making me insane. Yesterday I must have checked Facebook a thousand times. For some reason, even though I had notifications, I would ignore them, "to be dealt with later". That is such a me thing to do, because I always leave things to when I can sit down and address them all at once rather than leaving a job half finished. But considering I had then entirety of yesterday to do sit down and deal, it was just further proof that old habits die hard. Today has been better. There are probably a few reasons contributing to this fact. Firstly, I wasn't supposed to be home yesterday: Anna [Sunday boss] called me at 9am and said she didn't need me. A good thing, I hate that job anyway. So I'll be down 80 bucks this week - as if it matters, I'm not spending any money at home anyway! Today I was more prepared for the do-nothing life, given that Nicole called me last night to cancel our plans. 'Twas fine, I hate Knox anyway. Plus Dad wasn't home for much of today, and that made me feel more at ease doing nothing, because when he's at home he's always cleaning and bugging me to do the same. Bitch please: just let me watch The Hills marathon in peace!! Oh yes, that's right, trash television. Another saviour. He just got home and yelled at me because I put the heater on. Well, he does have a point, it is summer here. But stiiiill. I was freezing cold. I know, I know, "put some clothes on" etc etc. But all my current clothes are summer ones, and I'm in my pyjamas anyway. And the top half of my pyjamas still has a stain on it from the unfortunate mishap that occurred when Eileen couldn't keep her breakfast on the plate on Saturday morning... hem. Ahh, what am I even talking about? It's delirium. I can't even make sense of myself anymore. And I can't remember why I came on Sit, at ALL. I think I had something to say... but possibly not. I've nearly downloaded Jimmy by M.I.A... I could, of course, wait until I actually get the album in the next couple of days, but psssssht. I want it now! 24 seconds LEFT! EXCITED =] =] =] =] OH man this is such a good song. If you don't have it download it immediately. I order you to. Such a good song for 2007, I'm ashamed it took me this long to get off my arse and get it! Well, this is what my life has come to, but I don't actually care. I'm beyond it. SO this is what I want my hair to be like because I am so jealous of her hair right now and also, I never got that haircut; I went to Chocolate Buddha for Jap food, missing my appointment. It was so worth it. I don't think I'm old enough to have my money tied up in so many things - I think a gym membership is more than enough. [I totally just left the house to post a letter - yess! Something to do. FINALLY. It was to open a savings account - at least I achieved something ya.]