Wow...I really dont know how to explain myself..I feel happy but yet i dont..Half of me wants to be happy but yet the other half is all negitve and everything it sucks because i thought i had soccer tonight and now i dont so Im stuck at my house with nothing to do. Anyways i dont know how well I can explain this..but I need advice Theres this guy and i like him and know him very well and he likes me back and everything..and Yet there is this other guy that i really like but dont know him all that much..and he likes me back..so i hear. But anyways I dont know if i should go for the one I know and have a chance of recking the friendship..or Go for the other one and get to know him during the relationship..Or go for the one I dont know that well, seeing i like him more..But get to know him first..but after all have the chance of recking the friendship afterwords? Well yeah anyways..I also hate how I can never have a real good friendship with a guy without having them start to like me..and it sucks becuz I really wanted to have a guy friend that i can talk to be have a good friendship with but all of he ones i have had..all end up ending and being weird or we end up going out..but in the end it all eneds up the same.I just thought I'd ask about that guy stuff up there..and Well just get some things out of my head for today too. Billy