its the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone in the exact same second. its hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. when you want everything & nothing at the same time. when you want to let go but you keep holding on. when you want to move on but your stuck right where you started. when feelings come & go & you cant decide what you want. when you have so many things to say but you dont know where to start. when deep down inside you know if you lose this, its gone & it will never come back. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. its so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at now & realize that things are different & they will never be the same. you tell yourself its not worth it, but if it really didnt matter, you wouldnt spend so much time thinking about it i found this on one of my friends nexopia's page.. and it just made sense to me and it ment something with me and my bestfriend...i miss him.