Take It All Out On Me

Listening to: Why-Avril
Feeling: crushed
well i havnt wrote in a while, but school is going alright in getting used to everything but i still really really miss my old class and everyone in it, but i figure by then middle of the year i will have gotten used to my class, haha i started talking to alot of people in my class and realized that Pat has really great eyes! lol, but yeah theres alot of nice ppl too, so that will help. Then Again theres Family crap with me, i mean everything that ive done latly my dads been acting like its all bad and nothings going to work and giving me all negitive coments on the things that ive been doing, or asking to do. and then when i ask a question of anything he just flips at me and today i just asked about my cuz's party but i didnt know if it was okay or not cuz i have citys this weekend and everything and he fliped again, and then said that he felt like he was being used and like fuck im not doing anything but asking questions, yesterday he said sorrie for flipping out but thats one thing i hate is when a person says sorrie for something and yet they dont stop. what ever. maybe i will just try and aviod talking to him for awhile. anyways! moving on! I had my soccer wind up awhile ago and i never did go swimming with them but i went after words for eating and stuf, and we saw these really goodlooking guys and one of them kept talking to me and stuff it was awesome, i enjoyed it and then if im able too..i have to ask my dad, but the team well some of the team and me are going to go to without a paddle with them on friday, im excited, if i can go, only the one guy that was talking to me is sick..so i hear..:S but yeah i had alot of fun that night meeting someone that lived in Calgary, but i love meeting new people and it was with the team so that was even better haha. Last night was fun stuff Devon just came over to my house and everything i was so shocked and then i met his friend Travis! and wow! lol what a good looking kid too! It was nice talking with Both of them tho, it was only for a little while but it made me happy to know that they would justs top by my house to say hi. I tryed out for soccer on monday and Made the first cut, today after skewl there was the a practice but he still needs to cut 7 more ppl, i did soo bad i think it must of been the worst ive ever done, but thats okay i wouldnt blame him if he cut me over how i played. but yet again everyone is telling me that i made it and such cuz he told them:S i dont know tho haha. I dont think i did that great is all im trying to say. But still trying out was really fun even if i dont make it i will be happy that i tryed out and everything. Well i think thats good enough for now, i short little update on whats been going on..OH! i also went over to dylans the other day and watched the guys play street hockey and i missed the old days like that and when i was playing and such, and then they wreasled and stuff it was alot of fun!, but yes just thought i'd add that, im realy pooped i just got back from Celtic practice after the school practice. but yeah im out, for now. .Love.You.xoxo. Bailey
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Hey Bailey! its Darciee.. yeah i made one of these thingies.. lol well add me as a friend? nice diary by the way! hehe
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hey bailey i love you and hope you make it i kno you will tell me when you are playing DTMS!!! im staying to watch!! lolz i miss you and kt so much

xoxo
Lisa
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