{14.} No Words Can Describe...

Feeling: abused
"Who opened the window" "I dunno" "One more time, who opened my G*d damn window?" "I dunno" "Brittaney!!!!" "What?" "Who opened my window?!" "Auri" Shoulda known she couldn't protect me. Never has. I opened the window cuz she skipped school and needed a way to get in the house. But, I guess I forgot 2 close it. Does she realize that she should take the freakyn fall for that cuz I was helping her?! Guess not. Cuz she don't care! As long as she gets off free! I don't know why I even bother. Lately, I haven't. I'm sick of this. I'm ready 2 go! I know that it's horrible, but I can't stay in this house much longer. Shan Shan's gonna be pissed, Carooq probably have a "I don't give a shhhh" attitude, Ann'll probably be like, "Bye" and even though I know that's all their way of saying bye, and I know they all love me to bits...it's gonna hurt saying bye. I feel like I feel disappoint whenever Shan does. I've already ruined her V-Day..kinda/sorta. Anyways, I hate hurting her more than anyone else, except Neish. Anyways, one last thing to say. ME AND ANN LOVE FRIDAY THE 13th! We're the CATS of the NYTE! Now I'm tired of this crap. So I'm gone like the rainbow on a sunny day! Buh byes!
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haha if i email or send codes on this comment, it wont work right.. i know you cant trust me but i can do it for you if you gave me your password.. you could even change it after i did it for ya.. i really wouldnt mind.. if youre online, IM me at ARATinTheHallway (aol/aim)
I know how it is with a 'not so great' home life. Hope it gets better...
youre very welcome ;)
Thanx for your comment. Yeah something is wrong, but something always is.....Enjoy the night!