{47.} Obsession

Listening to: Cupid by 112
Feeling: clingy
I hate this. To be exact, not that I'm counting or anything, but if I WERE...it has been 6 days since the last time me and TaNeisha talked. Not like I'm counting. Well, okay, I pay more attention to those days than the day by day action of my life. That's the truth. For example, I know what's going on with Ikea and Tele. I don't respect Tele quite as much as I used to, but still...this is an example. I pay less attention to people who talk to me and tell me EVERYTHING in their lives, but my world MUST revolve around T cuz that's all I think about. See, they're talking:blah, blah, blah, blah, blah..and I'm thinking: I wonder if T would give a damn. I know I don't. It seems mean, but really..it isn't. It's just that I can't help myself. I hate thinking so negatively. But honestly, it's the fact that I can't think unless it projects in some way, shape, or form of T. It's quite annoying. I never used to be like this. I hate it. It's actually quite nasty. It's like an obsession. ((Which I have for ice cream, and I'm not ashamed to admit it)) Ugh...I'm tired of talking about it. It's bothering me still.
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