{20.} NJROTC

Feeling: sluggish
Aww, man, I just got home from ROTC practice. That's the lil what you civvy's call boot camp practice. Except, its not. But, it's hard to explain. Anyways, my back and my neck hurts. I wanna go to sleep, but its not good for me. Anyways, I've had enough of this stuff. I'm ready to just drop! Luckily, I don't got too much more left. After all, I have like, inspection coming up on the 4th of March. Man, I hope they don't make me become Commander. I hate that shyt! I mean, I'd like to be that way at practices, but not on the real thing. Man, I'm kinda scared, but Im kinda ready. I dunno what's gonna happen, but I guess I'm ready. What other choice do I have but be ready? I'm SO sleepy! Ugh...I just remembered that! Anyways, like, I wrote this whole great entry yesterday. Talking about EVERYTHING. Like I mean, how I was being a hoe yesterday cuz everyone thought of me that way just because I wore a skirt, how I was acting like one in English cuz I got a hug-antic crush on this boy. And its a lot to explain, but yeah. It was SO great! But...to bad its gone! Man, that pisses me off. But, yall woulda loved it! Maybe I'll write about it tomorrow. With like, stuff about Friday, or what's going to happen. I'll definitely try to write on Friday. Well..if what is supposed to happens, happens cuz like...I want everyone to know everything! Too bad I might make it just my friends. Haha, sorry yall. Anyways, Im gonna go, maybe I'll lay down like my Baby just got finished telling me to do like for half an hour. Haha. Love you guys!
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if you knew the story behind why next time i should shut up, maybe you'd think different. its not so much i need to be quiet, its just, i said something to someone, that maybe i shouldn't of, cuz now that guy.. wants to be *friends* cuz he liked it better when we talked about things..when we were friends better.. it wasn't a bad thing i said.. but,idk! theres just some things im gonna keep to myself now, thanks for commenting tho:)* it helped!
[Anonymous]
i remember when i was in NJROTC i was the CO i feel your pain lol