Everything I care for has been tainted. My love has been annihilated To the point where I just can't face the world. I wish I could find happiness. Something that means more than this. Because all I'm feeling right now is used Used more than a bed in a cheap motel. Half of this world should be sent to hell. All I ever wanted was to be loved. To be loved or left alone to bask in my innocence. Both have been thrown in my face and ripped away. Someone please, just end this. Love me. or leave me. or bloody my wrists... Yeah. I am starting to realize how incredibly lonley I am. Seriously. Its horrible. All men hate me, and the ones who are my friends I get dirty looks and/or bitched out for just being around. I don't know. Im just starting to feel... Replaceable. Like there isn't ONE person who if I wasn't around anymore who couldn't find someone else to take my place if I never would have come into there life or if I suddenly left. I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself or anything. I just feel like locking myself in my room and never coming out again...