vlaad died today. the fish that brad dropped on the floor. i guess he got ick, or something?? i didnt know it at first. i thought some of the fish in the tank at the store that he was in just had some white spots and that was normal i didnt know it wasnt until vlaad started getting whiter by the day and then he went paralyzed on his one side so i had to put him in his own little bowl because he kept getting sucked into the filter and then blasted out into the side of the tank... and he died alone. in his bowl. =( im a horrible mother. i dont deserve to live =( brad stayed for 2 hours and luvd me while i whimpered/hated life. and yeah. so i love him. ♥