well today we had band practice, and it was absolutely horrible. our drummer got sick and wouldn't play, we didn't record a single thing, and we have three weeks to go until we play and we only have 6 songs down. i'm really worried that we're just gonna plain suck and people will hate us because we are not gonna be prepared to play anything. IT FUCKING SUCKS. so we have practice again tomorrow, hopefully that'll go better than the last one. oh well i have to go, i have to go to the doctors early in the morning so i can make the band practice on time. good night