fuck me

by emosux
Feeling: bitchy
today wasn't a good fucking day and right now it has blow to porportions where i would like to violently murder somebody with my besar fucking hands. first practice at six and fucking nazi matt made us do 22 stadiums....bullshit. then the guy that was supposed to come and record us flaked....bullshit. all the has carried and fucking blown up and with some added shit from someone in my past makes me want to lash out. I wanted to take this time to apologize to Emma for kinda being a little flaky and not talking to her very much....sorry about that i'll try to be better. fuck me.....just fuck me until i'm a corpse
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<3.......shit always gets better ;)
[Anonymous]
fuck u until a corpes thats......cute haha
[Anonymous]
You know what, Ryan?! I read your journal entry, cuz I was just stopping by to say hi, and you seem really angry. You know what else?! You are a nice guy, and I'm sure that you will make the soccer team! I suck at soccer. I always trip over the ball and fall flat on my face! No joke. But if you don't make the team, just think.............................................................waterpolo!
Funniest?! YAHOO! So I'm number one at something... Just because I'm the funniest girl that Ryan has met on sitdiaries, proves that I can be good at something! Maybe I suck at waterpolo, maybe I suck at figuring out computers, maybe I suck at bowling and putt-putt golf, but I am THE FUNNIEST GIRL THAT YOU HAVE MET ON THIS SIT SITE!!! HA HA!! Finally a title that I can be proud of..J/K. I'm not a freak like you think....
-Sarah
shit, boy... just calm down a little bit and take it out on your parents. haha. sorry, okay.. well, good luck with everything.
xoxo,
hay
[Anonymous]
yeah on any given day i can picture in my head killing about 10 people. but you know what calms me down? some shrooms and the subhumans.

yeah and we should kill those faggot emo fucks.
getting better.. i mean i'm starting to realize things about myself that i haven't before so i'm trying to clean up my act and be a better person. hopefully i can stay happy for more than a week.. but i'm trying to be more optimistic and not worry about myself so much because there are so many people who have it worse than me.. well, ttyl babe.
~hay
[Anonymous]
haha yeah i hear ya... i complain 24/7... but i don't complain in person so i guess that's why i write out all my emotions.. but.. yeah venting keeps me cool.

much love,
hay
[Anonymous]
complaining is a good thing. it proves your fucking point.
[Anonymous]
yea i just noticed my comment didnt show up and it made me feel like a douche bag....but anyways i said <3 things always get better.
[Anonymous]
what the fuck?......why does it keep doing that!?!?......one more time......things will get better dont worry. << if that didnt show up i will bust a nut.
[Anonymous]
Halllloooo...
I see that you are on sitdiaries now, so I'm gonna leave you a comment. But I shouldn't, cuz you're a rude-o! Yeah. Don't even wanna leave me a comment?! SELFISH! SHMUCK!!! No, I'm just kidding. Well, have a good one!
I'm funny?! awww.... isn't that the greatest thing? NO, it isn't. Being married to prince william would be the greatest thing, don't you think? I bet you think about him ever day, just like me. That waterpolo hunk! I'm just joking. Well, thanks for the comment, and for saying... hi,.... and stuff! lol. (that means laugh out loud)