It's REALLY stupid how like I went out with Jake because I wanted to be happy but now, there's just a ton of FREAKING drama. GaRsh. I hate drama with a passion. So let me start from the beginning. Roxie tells me that she's talking on the phone with Marissa. And Marissa says that Jake and her are still going out. As calling in a perfect time, Jake calls. I ask him and he says he did break up with her. And that he didn't really even like Marissa that much. But then I get off the phone with Jake because he decides to call her. Then Elizabeth tells me that Jake used to tell Marissa that he loved her all the time, that they had rings, and that they made out a lot. I'm so FREAKING conflicted between this stupid drama. I want to believe Jake but it's like him against four other girls. And I just don't even know. If he cared enough about me to go out with me, he wouldn't FREAKING put me through all this. I'd THINK he'd have enough sense to know what he was getting himself into. But there's always room for me to be wrong about things. Nothing is ever as easy as it appears, I seem to learn that lesson over and over, and I'm not even listening to myself anymore. Later.