As if I even started my homework. Heh. I'm not going to start until around 8:00 because that's when RAW comes on. We have like four things to do for English I, and then we have Algebra I homework too. I would have only two things to do for English I, but I didn't do my homework over the weekend. Lol. My teacher wasn't here so I get another day. WooT. We had this substitute today named Mr. Trish. He's REALLY nice. Just stupid preps take advantage of him and make him mad. I hate how they think they can do whatever they want. That's stupid. Dahlia was really stupid towards me today. Like, I was being nice to her and she was mean to me. I guess it's kind of like I am towards her sometimes, but it's different when the shoe is on the other foot. Dahlia and I used to be such good friends. And I used to miss it in some ways. I mean. Elizabeth IS my best friends now, and we're better friends than I ever was or could be with Dahlia. It's just. I used to hang out with Dahlia ALL the time. Because Elizabeth used to be a prep. Yeah. Scary. But yeah. She used to hang out with Angela, Candis, Taryn, and Julia. She was preppy while she was going out with Ryan. They went out for way too long. The only thing he caused her after so long was stress and pain. I felt bad for her the way he was. Though I never even realized he was like that until she would tell me that he was that way. When you would see them together, they LOOKED happy, but I guess looks ARE decieving. I hope I can go to Grace King. Because there is no way I'm going to Riverdale. Then I would have to be with Dahlia and Dane. They have so many damn ghetto people there too. GaRsh. Ghetto people talk really funny but still. Like over half of Riverdale is ghetto. Because if I can't go to Grace King, I'm not going to any school because I don't like any of the people going there. I HATE old memories of people I went to school with in elementary, and I'm not living that all over again. Today in Mrs. Paddock's room we talked about what classes we have to take in high school. I've already taken four of the ones I need. I've taken Algebra I, World Geography, American History, and English I. I thought that all 8th graders took American History, so I don't see how it's a requirement. Not like I'm complaining, just stating. Jake wants Elizabeth and I to go over by his house on Friday to watch movies. I want to go because I'm getting kind of sick of going to Clearview. I just get bored doing the same thing every weekend. The only thing is I hope Elizabeth can go. Because if she can't, I don't want to go. It's nothing against him, it's just, when I'm alone with him, I get nervous and I feel weird even though he's my boyfriend. I wonder what electives I'm going to get to take for my senior year. I'm probably going to take four, but I guess I'll find out more about that subject when it's time. Jake called me today around 3:00. He couldn't talk for long because his phone line got disconnected or whatever. I didn't really get the complete story. He had called me from his mom's line or whatever and he said he might try to call later. I doubt he will, but whatever. I can't believe I just took my time to type that thing all over. This entry WAS different but this website signed me off as I was JUST about done so I didn't get to save it. I'm trying to think of what else I had put. It's weird that Jake tells me he loves me. I mean. We've only been going out for a little over two weeks. Like I want to believe him but then I don't know. He said he's never been in love nor loved anyone before. But I heard he used to tell Marissa that he loved her. I don't know. His ex-girlfriend stories confuse me. And the weird thing is that I never hear the stories from him, they're always from other people. Sometimes I think he's lying about a lot of things but he says that he thinks lying is cowardly. In that. I would THINK he wouldn't lie. I don't know. I guess I just need to get to know him more, because I really don't know him all as well as I think I do. Boys are confusing. So is life though. It's weird how half the time you have to learn to fit into a certain group. I mean. I know that some people are like "I'm not punk, I'm not prep, I'm blah blah." And they say their name, you know? But I mean. Somewhere along the line you end up belonging to SOME time of group. So I don't know. Jake says he can get five guys to say I'm hott. I told him he couldn't do it, and I still don't think he can. But I think he's going to prove me wrong tomorrow. Lol. WWE comes on in less than ten minutes. I guess I'll either write before I go to bed or I'll just write tomorrow. Monday's suck so much, but this Monday, is ALMOST over. WooT. I love you Elizabeth. And I love RoXay toooooooo. Later. ^_^