Okay so, I talked to Mike on the phone last night for quite awhile. It was pretty nice, I cried once or twice, but what I can I say? I love that guy. I guess sometimes he doesn't understand why I cry. Lately when I cry about him, I cry over the fact that he makes me feel like I should go out with someone else. Like he wants me to, and for me to just completely forget about him. I can't do that though. I've tried dating people but it doesn't work. Mike lives far away but I love him more than I've ever loved anyone before and I can't get over him. Not right now anyway. Will I ever? I donno. Maybe this summer will be like the last. We'll have to see. Our conversation last night may have had a few awkward silences and a few times when I was crying and couldn't talk, but knowing that I was actually talking to him like I used to, made everything better. I guess for awhile when he told me he loved me it was hard to believe. I mean, we hardly talked, and when we did we'd say I love you once or twice and then he had to go. It felt so meaningless, but now I know he means it. I feel bad for ever doubting him. I'll leave this entry with a couple of pictures. Braces come off early tomorrow, I might post pictures then. Peace out.