[[°º168º°]] II know, I know guys!

Listening to: The TV
Feeling: excited
It's been close to like four months since I've written. I feel so horrible. The thing is that my computer totally like crapped out on me and it wouldn't even let me go on the internet. So, my daddy just shut it off. I mean, there was no point in paying for interet if I couldn't even get on it. I'm at my sister's house right now. I've been dying without internet. You guys just don't even know. My uncle said that He's going to fix my computer soon. I sure hope so. I miss all of you. Well, I haven't been up to much at all this summer to be honest. I'm about to go back to school though. It sucks. I go back on the 22nd. I really don't have much to say at all. Hopefully I'll get internet soon. Talk to you all soon. MISS YOU!!
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When chance told me you were talking to zach again that was a pretty clear sign...im sorry i had to OD alone, im sorry i had to come back from the dead alone, im sorry i had to get the news something in my head was killing me alone, im sorry i took every hit off of my demon alone, im sorry i laid in my bed at night alone, but most of all im every so sorry to have to find out you were accompanied with someone who might as well be scraped off of
your shoe......so don't guilt me into nething. I'e got a clean bill of health, an NA meeting a day, a new found love for my higher power...but for a meth and cocaine addict life is just another excuse happening, and the last thing i need is a guilt trip from someone who used to be the reason my heart kept beating. see? i'm better at this then you, and the reason is i've got a reason to....oh and im not allowed to make long distance calls even
with a phone card....but hey w/e

forgive me for still thinking about meeting you on that abandoned road, seeing you dressed completely in white...
i am re adding you because you are worth the trouble.

how are you doll?
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omg are you ok.....i can't get ahold of you
omg dixie rocks and she called me and rawwwwr shes oooookkk SEND HER LOVE <3<3<3