well i want to goto work to get away but im afraid ill do somehitng wrong... i havnt made an ice cream cone in about 2 weeks or more.. so im assuming that il be horrible at it.. im so pessinistic... all the time.. and james makes fun of me cause im always looking at the horrible shit in life other then the good.. but i ont usually seem to get anything good untill james came.. cause iwth brian i was always unhappy or mad.. but now im fine... really.. i couldnt be happier.