Having too much time on my hands leads to bad dreams and unstable minds.
I had a dream about my ex. It was as if were were to see each other now. Only as much as i truly want to hurt him for all the nonsense he put me and my family through i didn't. Stupid dreams, make me feel like garbage.
Mike is gone for over a week to DC for a medical forum. He's not having fun. I stayed up till 1am helping him pack, then came back down to his house at 6, to sleep some more till 8. We drove him to the airport at 9ish and waited for him to get on. I was the one with the directions, i knew where to go. But hes down there, and its all medical based and he has no interest in it, bit somehow his mother made him go.
So while hes gone, i will try and keep busy. Hanging out with my friends for the most part. Trying to set up a time to hang out with Rachael. We haven't hung out since he party and before that around graduation. but Harmony and i are going to go to Florida with my mom in august to see my dad.
He got his letter, and when he called to tell me he read it i was in Wal-Mart. He sounded like he was going to cry. I miss my daddy ^_^