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I almost set the house on fire. So today i spent after school with mike, we hung out at his house and i got to meet his brohers. That was interesting. Then we went to eat where these were these kids that we hung out with before that i pissed off a lot because i said his "soon to be gf" was being pissy. and then we went back to his house to watch "metropolis". So the other day max's gf was bawling her eyes out at lunch and megan went over to ask if she needed a tissue. so then max comes back grabs megans arm and pushes her away. SO i flipped out at him calling him a dick and saying not to treat someone that mean when they were just being curtious. He kept saying i a low voice "mind your own business" which scared the hell out of me cause i thought he was going to lunge for my throat. SO i just said he clearly did something wrong to make her cry and that he has an anger problem. he left the table in a hurry and she got all pissy and i oppoligized. i particularly enjoy vollyball, however it pisses me off when people just stand there and stare at the ball as if attempting to move it with their mind. and these stupid girl keep doign just that, or attempting horribly. so today i said "are you actually going to hit the ball" aparently they did not appreciate this. and its not like i followed them around wanting to be on their team, they choose me and Di. so when changing i can hear them talking about me, and how they were going to hit me and im a bitch and whatnot. so after im done changing i slam my locker door and walk over and say "i'm not fucking deaf." they can suck it. Tonight mom was not feeling well so everyone except me (and eveyone only includes my parents concidering im an only child) went to sleep at like 8. so i had to deal with the fire. i attempted to put wood on but alas i failed. i almost set the house on fire. the criosote in the chimney was crackling and i can see the flame though a small hole where the damper is going all the way into the chimney. and all this smoke is pouring out cause i cant get this stupid log into the fire cause it wont fit. and i cant pull it out cause its already half on fire. so the smoke alarms begin to start. and i run to mom and dads room to assure them nothing is on fire. so it takes us about 20 min to get the smoke out while opening all the wondows and doors... and tuning on the fans to make it super cold. and then mom comes in and stares at me and then walks away, saying nothing. so i say "dont just walk in and stare at me, it dosnt make me feel any better" and she gets all pissy. dad was upset but he felt bad. i feel so bad for waking them up, buti couldnt yell for help, mom woudl be like "this isnt a good enough reason to wake me up" ugh they drive me insane.
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Thanks for the comment on my SitD. I really wanted some advice. Really grateful!! -bx
aw; you didn't tell me this story. :[
it definately would have made my day is an obscure way!!
:]
anyway dear; love ya