~*121

Listening to: Ace of Base
Feeling: alive
Long distance will never work, not for me at least. So this guy Chris *aka Cow* pretty much asked me out and is constantly sending me things about how he feels about me. its extremely annoying. Hes obsessed with his ex, but wants he and i to have a long distance relationship. I'm trying to let him down without being s jerk. So, apparently no one can comprehend the relationship Mike and i have, which amuses me. He and i are together but not "officially" however everyone is like "So whats with you and Mike?" or "So, are you and Mike going out?" and when i try to explain it to them they don't get it. I like havening people talk about me, but not in a negative way for once. Apparently hes well known, however i did not know this until now, so like everyone assumes its their obligation to know about his life. Haha, they can suck it. I have 6 hours of community service left for my I-search paper, and Marissa and i have to do our senior project. However that should be a small project. However making $780 for my senior trip will be somewhat difficult. So, in march I'm going to Florida with the seniors. I can't wait, it should be so much fun. Its so nice living my senior year to the fullest. This is the happiest i have ever been.
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yeah, this is my last day of feeling sorry for myself and wishing for things that won't happen. so thank you :)

and i'm glad you are so happy with mike, even if you don't have a title that people understand. i'm sure you know this, but they don't matter.
its ok with being not officially. i was like that with my boy for over a month.