LIVE TO BURN!!! home: man this morning i woke up after a night of smoking. eyes all red, hair messed, smelling of weed. as i was looking in the mirror and i was thinking about what i have become. ive become the druggy. i was thinking what am i doing to myself? i shouldnt be doing this. but then i thought of all the people that are in the drug bussiness. if i dont buy their stuff they wont have money and they wont be happy. all the dealers will be poor. so i decided im not going to be selfish and to sacrifice my lungs for their happiness. i love my dealers. :-) so i went to my friends before work and got burned out then i went to work and i was crazy. it was so obvious. i couldnt do anything, i had no sanity haha. anyways i made it back home and now i got weed and a clove im so happy.