im so pissed. this whole day has gone to hell. it makes it worse when people try to make me feel better by saying calm down, lifes not that bad. i try not to whine but im just so pissed. i just wanted to like just scream and cuss someone out. i was all depressed when i was grounded cause i couldnt see my friends. so i am thankfull that i can see them again. it just seems like everything is going so awsome for everyone else. when i came home devin, nick rogers, and the other guys were here. that brightened my day. but then more shit happend. i dont want to say on here so ask me online if you want to know. on yeah i shined my boots today. they look nice and it calmed me down some.