well i now know what rejection feels like. its probobly the worse thing ive ever had to endure. i thought it was cause shed loved someone else. now i realized its some fault in my own. this is the worst thing thats ever happened to me. i finally feel "love" tward another girl and it only hurts me. this is probobly my final entry. i really dont care about anything anymore except getting fucked up. bye everyone, i hope you have better luck than i did.