man amber wasnt at school i really wanted to talk to her cause shes sooo fuckin hot and has such a great body and her thong is oh so sexy. holy shit i seem like a perv. but i dont give a flying fuck. now im all anxious for tomorrow so i can see her. im just sitting her with nothin to do except listen to tom and bootboys. im finally off grounding for the drunk at school thing which is spreading around alot. but now im grounded for the 2 d's i have. i should be fixing those things soon. so you all will be seeing alot more of MEEEEE!!! doesnt that make you feel sick? i hung out with katie (wakkas girl) and seth today at lunch they are both awsome. im so jeleous of joaquin cause he has a girl that makes him so happy. im not saying im in love with katie or anything, shes cool but im just jeleous. wanted to cry today cause i just got to thinking im never going to find a girlfriend who really likes me and is like a best friend. but to my dismay i cant cry for some reason. im such a emo faggot. it just seems like no one likes me except for a few.