anyone reading this if you have any brains in your whole god damn body you will download that song right away. its such a kick ass song. six feet under are gods.i fell asleep listening to their maximum violence cd last night and i had a spiritual dream as i slept. it rememinded me of the south park movie. THE DREAM: i had died. i was going through space going twards heaven and there was god. he reached his hand out tward me obviously for me to grab it and i turned my back on him. i had turned my back on the light. then i began to fall into the fire and the last image i saw was god's face as i fell into depths of hell. sadly the under world awaits my soul. everyone always says "lets hang out" but i dont think they are being truthful. i think they say that cause they feel sorry for me. i dont know maybe im just paranoid. damn im becomeing the one thing i never wanted to be...an emo kid. this is my last entry for a while. cause its not like anyone cares. and to kayci, id LOVE to hang with you. but i am grounded and i shall be till september at the latest. if you remember me by then ill give you a call. *** talked to hannah boyd on the phone for a while. wished her happy b-day. it bothers me that one of the most gorgeous girls i know is gone from my life.(sigh) nasty -> ugly -> alright -> pretty -> hot -> gorgeous (kaytlin haha)