this entry is more for me than of you people. you probobly wont understand. i dont expect comments but if you want to go ahead. ive decided to stop being friends with a certain girl (i dont want to metion her name cause ill get all this shit). i tried to be her friend but she is just a mean person deep down. i now realize i only put up with her cause she was beautiful which is not something i would normally do. im usually not friends with people that are dickheads. i really shouldnt have considered her as a friend cause she doesnt have a qualitities of a friend. she always tries to make me and everyone else feel bad about themselves. i guess so she can feel better about herself. im not mad at her at all. im just sick of her existing. ive got better things to do than to put up with her, like play with my curly mexican hair. curly mexican is fuckin cool like wakka's. everybody loves that beaner. i still feel very alone because i havent seen any of my friends. theyre all out having fun. fuck this is lame. at least i didnt have to go to work today. that job is exausting. its real work, pysical labor. i dont sit behind a regester like all you other kids.