its easter! my family left without me and went somewhere - but i dnt know where - im alone @ home so called celebrating by myself! in wa way its kinda of good as in me and my mum fight alot and in a way its bad becuz altho we fight i still miss her! and well i dont live with my dad now so yea not much to say there! im feeling a bit better from last night! although i miss tim! i told him how i felt this morning - he just laughed and told me not 2 fuk around with him - :( that didnt really make me feel any better but im trying my hardest to be happy - like weaing a mask - people see how i feel on the outside ( content and bubbly ) but on the inside im not - things are not what they appear to be!!