well im sitting in a dark room, in silence! feel sick..havent eaten!*sigh* i cant be botherd either! i feel kind of rejected! not sure why! argh!! why are things still so so confusing-its not kewl at all! im nervous cuz i keep having this dream and vision that my mum is gunna die in a car crash:|:|oo so so scared:( very paranoid right now! so so weird! mmm feel like breakn down n cryn .. ah wait been there done that 2wice tonight! o so so emotional **otay:) everthing is great with shane we made up! thank god for that, i love him so so sooooo much, i would die for him, he means the world to me, i cry becuz i love him so much, i never want to let him go!! i love him more than words or tears can explain!! 4ever i'll love you shane:)