[6]mum!

by lana
Listening to: glad - j.lo
Feeling: wanted
ok its my last night to spend with my mum b4 i go and c my dad! but she wants to go and stay at her boyfriends house!! to be honest i dont think she cares about me! i feel abandoned and vulnerable! the whole week that i have been with my mum i only had one night where she WASNT with her boyfriend! but she was sick - o tht explains it - !!:( deep down i know my mum cares about me! but sumtimes i wish she wuld care about me and actually show it! i miss my mum! although shes always around i miss the time spent with her! i dont know what to do and im really lost MUMMY I LOVE U!! :'(:'(:'(
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Aww. Why don't you tell her that you want to spend some time with her? Why don't you tell her how you feel?

Or is that just not an option?

:(


[Anonymous]
a comment on obsession:..maybe hes too shy or just afraid to ask you out himself...ali might be in on it..she might just have been an excuse to get you to go to the movies without it being an actual date....just a thought
o ok..i gotcha now..lol yea she is a cool person. her new diary is xraozorxcutsx
if you need any help with your diary you can ask her or me
-jess
you can search on google and such to find a picture that you like..then save it to the computer..next go to 'image manager' on your screen when signed in. then press upload. next press browse and get the pic you save and press open and the url should show and click upload. then you can rename it have it as your background by pressing mybackground_.jpg or .gif (which ever works)
or if you want the pick as a comment pic..put commentpic_.jpg
if you want a pic on every entry also..up load the picture and then go to preferences and scroll down and it says header info..and bout a pic and then a place to put your url. type in http://diaries.suchisthis.com/lana/ whatever the name of the pic is.jpg
*but remember the name of the pic this time not the url ..just what is it saved as*
and thats it..for pictures..lol
jess
i think ill add you to my friends list
by pressing mybackground_.jpg or .gif (which ever works)
...tHat shouldnt be "pressing" it should be what you type in ..lol sorry bout that!
lol//you're getting so many comments!!! haha sorry i messed up what i meant again! not header info..it header picture..thats where you should type in the stuff i wrote b/4.
of course your mum loves you, everyones mum does but like most people they want to get out and enjoy themselves, she loves you, you'll realise it soon
[Anonymous]