yes I have thought about doing some stupid shit infact i have i cut myself but ive learnt from that it doesnt get u anywhere, but u just gotta sit down and think of what ur doing. God gave us a life to live.. don’t just throw it away, everyone has a plan in life, and the shit that happens does happen for a reason, some day it will get better, don’t think it wont, and if u take ur life u will never see that. When u die, ur life flashes before your eyes, and for that split second u will know what you are going to miss out on. Life is a dance. Sometimes you lead, sometimes you follow. @ times you feel like you trailing off on the side of it all, watching from the curb, being kicked around. But you must know that ppl do care, ppl are there for you, @ all times, to help. TO be in the lead of the dance, you must get enuff courage and strength into yourself and push hard to succeed. It mite be very hard @ times... but i know you can do it, so plz.. dont give it all up, push yourself passed the problems, lead the dance. Even if you dont get as far as you want, you will improve. Shoot for the moon, if you miss, youll still land upon the stars. Life is important. I wouldnt want you to miss it! i love you all! and i care about you! if you ever need to talk .. im here! please talk to me!