i had a talk with my mum and she loves me:D:D:D and she was crying - she sed tht she just wants to be a better mum! i love her so much:) i feel really relieved about this and quite content!! but theres always a downside i feel really pmsy and i dont even have my period! i think im really abnormal:| i have been the biggest bitch 2 ma best mate shane:'( and i didnt mean 2 be, i love him with all my heart ( as frends ) and i wuld neva aim to hurt him, i feel awful! i told him and he understands thank god but theres something on my mind! i feel so lost! i feel like i have forgotten who i am! im sorry shane!! I LOVE U