i layed on my bed, staring at the ceiling - feeling time pass me by! thinking about him, wanting his arms around me to hold me tight so i feel safe, secure, warm, LOVED! i wish so hard that he would love me in the way that i love him. He doesnt realise that he is my world,my soul, my life, my heart, MY EVERYTHING! i want to be with him forever but 2 him it can only be " forever in my dreams " if only you had seen the way he looked at me 2day, if only you had seen - his look made me feel as though he was corressing my body - but that would never be, never will it come true! although im only 14 i'm madly obsessd with tim and i love him 4ever - my love suicide!! ** i just got a msg from him " i asked ali to a movie, she sed yes, do u want 2 come along 2 keep her company!! -- thanx tim umm hello - wats tht ameant 2 mean :(:(:(:( - man i iwsh he could LOVE ME!! *** i love bumblebees, *** butterflies, *** and little fairies to, *** but when it comes down to it, *** im just in love with you ( TIM ) ---___=== ObSeSsIoN ===___---