otay otay otay ive had the most awsum day:) i went to youth and we praised god n jesus n the people there are totally amazing! i love the people and i love going there:) i went shopping nd i got a 'butterfly ring' :D:D:D:D:D:D:D i love butterflies they are my obsession ay:):):):):P thank you all for the comments .. ive been feeling really down lately and suicidal i mean i know i must sound extremely hipocritical but ive been going thru alot l8ly so yea nd i didnt really feel like i belonged anywhere! as in youth, @ home, here!! i felt really upset. Just with peoples comments and reading there diary's totally inspire me nd make me feel very loved:P hehe! thank you all so much and if you ever want to talk i'll always listen nd try to help! ok one think tht i dont like!! -- i dis-like people who r awful 2 ppl! i mean i mite sound hypoicritical cos i kno i can b harsh sumtimes but 4 ppl 2 do it 4 there own amusement nd there own low self esteem is rather sad nd disappointing! i just wish people would stop and actually think about wat they r doing.. it causes the victim to be depressed! and they dont deserve it! love yous all x0x0x0x0x0x lana