today was a hateful day, my eyes are stinging because i have cried so much. Why are some people so cruel? Do they like seeing other people in pain for fun? i feel so emotionally broken and stressed, i cant breath because i feel as though i am suffocating! Every breath i take i feel as though it is the last breath i'll ever take. I feel so helpless and dependant but no one is around for me to lean on, no one! I feel so invisible and my eyes are stinging [Acidic Tears] i feel really vulnerable. I just want to feel accepted and loved, i want someone to hug me and not let go just so i can feel warm and secure...but will that ever happen? i am not sure, i don't think so! Am i burdened?? My tears won't stop flowing and when i did cry today i couldn't breath! Everyone makes mistakes right? people are forgiven right? Well why aren't my mistakes forgiven?? Why do people keep hassling me about it, spreading rumours about me and making my life miserable! i do not know what to do anymore, how to act! It seems as though people at my school are a bunch of 'Paperazzis' just waiting to pounce on one bad move you make and scream it to the whole world! Even still if they do not get a story out of me they make it up and i am once again hated and hateful!