[28]Sick

by lana
Listening to: none
Feeling: sinful
thank you all so much for the compliments! but i just have a low self esteem! this chick @ my school constantly tells me that im ugly and that im fat!! - eh i beleive her!! anywayz - i feel really sick right now:(:(:( as usual if i dont eat im sick if i eat im sick .. so either way .. im sick .. Grrrr its annoying sometimes:'( ok i am singing opera lol i am so so sad i have to much free time! well im not singing opera im trying to about butterflies lol!ok ok ok im ok i had the most weirdest dream lastnight! argh! lol love you all
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OMG! WHAT?! You are sooo pretty! Don't listen to her, shes just jealous! lol I like your background. :D Aww I hope you feel better. I feel sick-ish right now because I'm eating WAY too much pizza than I normally do. :P I'm such a heffer. lol

I'm going to add you as a friend, if thats alright, ?

xoxo
steph
[Anonymous]
LOL! ohmygosh you are so funny, my you are silly. Ha, you are in a weird mood, i like it. lol good stuff, well next time you get peanut butter try it and see what happens, you peanut butter eater :P ha yay you feel better, yes, see? i'm good luck muahahahaha ha. :P
lol oh my gosh, loved the singing by the way, lol i gots pb lol pb and j...yeah, lol but thanks. lion king, good stuff. hahaa...silly lana
OOOOOMMMMGGGGG YOU ARE SOOOO PRETTY! DONT LET ANYONE TELL YOU DIFFERENT!
LOVE,
CAMBRIA
[Anonymous]
ha good stuff. keep on singing your song. and your very welcome
awe, lol you are weird, but weird is good. I'm weird too. Moods are so awesome. cuz yeah they change. good stuff, i'm sorry you feel sick again. feeeeeeeeel better.
lol yeah i know how that goes. I get extra emotional during that time of the month. oh man. i get really crazy sometimes, weird, energetic, fiesty, umm...funny, silly, anything...lol
yea, well i get all blah, and yeah. lol. make sense? of course. woot. anywho, get some sleep women, i'm kinda sleep too. But i got a poster i'm doing for history and a story book for my french class i gotta do. so yeah..
An opera? How kewl! And I actually have 2 months left of school... not bad, just finishing up the 9th grade. It sux. That is so cool you live in Aussie! =D
[Anonymous]
Hey little sis ;)

Sorry I wasnt around when you were msging me last night - I was sleeping on my work lol. Was doing an all nighter and fell asleep while working.

When I see you on i'll give you a shout :)

Take care ok?
Richard
hey your hair sounds pretty like mine jk well yea i dont know if i asked you this already but what school do you go 2? just wondering love shawna
[Anonymous]
Ugly and fat? I think not! =P
[Anonymous]
OMG! WHAT?! You are sooo pretty! Don't listen to her, shes just jealous! lol I like your background. :D Aww I hope you feel better. I feel sick-ish right now because I'm eating WAY too much pizza than I normally do. :P I'm such a heffer. lol

I'm going to add you as a friend, if thats alright, ?

xoxo
steph
[Anonymous]
haha thanks...the 'bling bling guy' (lol) is this guy conor oberst from bright eyes. they rock...anywho...
later
[Anonymous]
yeah...I'm glad they don't bother me and if they do I just ignore them! *score for max!!* haha.
Come now...Lana...would I ask YOU to leave me alone? I think not. I think you are such a cool person. When I said that I was talking about the world in general not you or for that matter anyone else I consider a friend. I was speaking of the ignorant bastards that like to mess with my head of course. I'm glad you feel that way about me. WIsh I could see it that way. Well, thanx. :)
Aw im sorry, feel better! and ignore that gurl from school she's just jealous!! :)
[Anonymous]
hey, u shouldnt listen to people like that. theyre just jelous, and deep down they know that theyre the one whos ugly and fat ;)

sorry ur sick.
[Anonymous]
i'll neva cut again n dats a promise thankz sweetie. N if u ever wanna talk u know where i am.
[Anonymous]
oh my goodness, do not listen to her, ever. hear me? if u listen to one more thing she says im gonna fly over there and give u a beating, ur beautiful! love ya lots!
[Anonymous]
okay, one more comment, hehe, sorry. i just read ur entry before. jus a lil suggestion. do not feel ugly compared to other people BUT! if u cant help urself (cuz i know its hard to not feel a certain way) then dont stay silent! make up for it with your personality! cuz im sure that even if others are prettier or skinnier, you are way cooler, and thats what counts!
[Anonymous]
hey, hope u feel better soon *hugs*

you rawk! and i hope you ava good 1
ciao
kate xxoxo
actually I did hit him...with my clarinet case...half on purpose and half not. it was funny though. haha
later
Hey. I know exactly what you mean by feeling sick if you eat of if you don't....that happens to me alot..but do eat, cos I went to give blood a few weeks ago, and I couldn't because my iron level was too low, the lowest is 15 and mine is 6, from not eating cos I rathered not eating if I was going to feel sick. So eat:) I don't want you to become sick...then I'd miss reading your comments on my diary. Take Care.
-Flick.
[Anonymous]
ah sorry my dumb computer and mouse, the last comment was from my computer not me, lol. heh, lol thanks for the welcome, i feel special, and i only speak the truth, i'm always honest, so your very welcome, and you know what it's easier to believe the negatives, than the positives i know, but do your best that girl has no idea what she's talking about and is probably jealous, did you know that it takes 9 -11 positive comments to make up for ONE
...bad comment. yup it's true, statistics my friend. So just ignore the stupid girl who dares to tell you such lies. And listen to me, or believe me. :P and you know what? your only 14 you have the rest of your life to live, than to worry about what others tell you. so yeah,...

be well.

vannessa
*blinks*... your very pretty.

[Zee.]
[Anonymous]
lol...luckily its not for two more weeks...so i got some prep time

-pulledover2wice
[Anonymous]
thanx much i appreciate it
hey , yeh i do have msn, do u.. if yes whats your addy, kiukurylia xx n nooo my name aint lana! lol, just a character i nicked from a book of mine :D
[Anonymous]
hey thanx for the nice comment well hey dont put your self down like that, that girl is just dumb dont listen to her you are sooo beautiful and my hair is red and blond and brown but thanx can i add you ? love shawna
[Anonymous]
You wanna know why she says you're ugly and fat? She is jealous that you are beautiful, intellegent, and have everything she wishes she could have. Anywayz, to download yahoo go to yahoo.com and click the link that says messenger. You'll see what to do there. I can't get msn unfortunately. My computer is having problems and it doesn't like accepting new programs. Sorry. Get yahoo though. Well, I'll cya.
Jon
Hey well i added u to my friends thanx for the help and if u wanna chat sum time my aim sn is miszund3rstud thanx ttyl bye
[Anonymous]
[Anonymous]
that girl is obviously jealous of how beautiful you are. it doesnt matter what she thinks anyways, she has no say in what you really are, and to me, youre awesome. lol. i KNOW(not think) that youre really pretty. thank you very much for the comments, and youre on my friend's list too. keep in touch, and to answer youre ?, im not as sweeet as you think. im really stupid. if you wanta know more, maybe we can talk soemitme through email. bye. -rex
Hey. Who cares what others think of you. God loves you, and that's all you should care about anywayz! You're not ugly... you're far from it! Just love yourself, and others will love u too. Take care and GOd bless.
[Anonymous]
your beautiful! dont let anyone tell you otherwise. if someone is telling you your not it just means that their insecure too. have a great day. God bless
[Anonymous]
your not ugly or fat. don't worry about her.
[Anonymous]
you are NOT ugly and you are NOT fat!! you're really pretty dont listen to anyone who tells you otherwise, cause they are just doin that to make their self esteem higher! dont worry about it, i'm sure your a great person and you look really nice and like a fun person to be around!
[Anonymous]
oh yay! awesome, i feel honored you see me as a big sister, i love that. K, and i will see you as my little sister, woot. Feel better...lil sis. :P
lol I'm doing just great, I'm planning on updating my diary soon lol, it's been awhile, just haven't had time, too much to tell. And I donated blood today, yay. heh.
lol, yeah it was kinda fun actually, but it's for a good cause so that makes it all the better. Well I'm sorry you feel sick again, have you been eating anything? eat crackers and a lot of fluids....sounds like a remedy for the flu huh? lol but i dunno, drink gatorade and 7 up or something, hopefully you feel better soon. Can't have you feeling sick for too long.
awe lol, very cool, apples are good for you, an apple day keeps the doctor away, right? who knows...well peanut butter, ha, we fed peanut butter to my best friends dogs, it was so funny, it was just like the commercial. lol. good stuff
awe, lol...try it with the cats, tell me what happens, lol that'd be funny. heh, awe...feel better, i want you to get better, so you better soon. And NOW! ok now you're all better.