well, i drove two hours today to say my farewells. i was a little bit sad today because of it, but i think that if i wait long enough better things will come. also, i was feeling really ugly today. i don't know why. it was too hot outside for me, or not enough sleep, or something. umm.. work tomorrow. so that sucks. i think i've been abusing this little diary lately. it makes me wonder what the point is. i don't even really want to do any more entries ever. edit: fuck.