I'm really interested to see how it all eventually turns out. I wonder if it will be fulfilling or just forgotten. Funny, it could be both. Many new people will make their own special appearances throughout it. I don't know--sometimes it all just seems like it's so erratic and convoluted that I need someone to be there to help be know where to go and what to do. Just someone to hold my hand. I don't know how it's all gonna turn out until I'm there, laying awake on my death bed, nodding off on some morphine.